I M JUST ME...

Posted: Monday, October 11, 2010 by Shubham Manoj Agrawal in
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i look back in time giving a shiver down the memory line
i think of the things i did which made me
i imagine of the wonders which could have been
i realize my idiocity but

i was just me

people say i m unrefined
people say i m outlandish
people say i m insolent
people say say i m edifice

i say i m just me

today i stand apart
today i m a forrader
today i made a mark
today i m someone whose not anyone

today i m just me

let not the time decide

let not the circumstances take over
let not the pain kill
let not the success ruin

i just want to be me

no matter what happens in life
no matter how much i endure
no mattter how much i infer
no matter who i become
i will just be me




WHAT ELSE CAN I SAY
I M JUST ME

Someone and I

Posted: Tuesday, October 05, 2010 by Shubham Manoj Agrawal in
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I complained for me being me.........................!!!!!

I kept on asking questions unknown...
I kept on blaming god known...
I got everything...!!!
I still kept asking questions known...
I kept on blaming god unknown...
I lost everything..!!!

Someone asked me the reason to claim...
I had an answer to complain...!!!
Someone asked me the reason to aim...
I had an answer soo lame...!!!

Someone asked me to move...
I had a reason to stand...!!!
Someone asked me to love...
I had a reason to cry...!!!

Someone asked me to swap...
I had thoughts for my life asap!!
Someone asked to be me...!!!
I had thoughts for trust of not being me...!!!

Someone smiled mysterious...
I was baffled for the moment ambiguous...!!!
Someone disappeared untraceable...
I was discontent for the reason to be inimacal...!!!

Someone haunted with a smile...!!!
Someone questioned with the worst...!!!
Someone answered with the best...!!!
Someone loosened with the soul...!!!
Alas
I was left alone
Alas
I complained at the thought of me not being me............!!!!!





creativity on a high these days...
another one...written today...

kind of like it...
naturall i guess since it's self written...!!!

Search...

Posted: by Shubham Manoj Agrawal in
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Always lingering as if a cloud in the oceanic sky...
 I sit and think but nothing comes
Through miles and miles my mind does run
Of nostalgia shared...
Everything that was ever said or done
I try to see...
When your heart turned Away...
When that look in your eyes burnt Away...
When did the weather changed...
From a soft warm soothing breeze
To freezing thrashing rain...
Tearing heart into pieces uncountable...
Bringing me down to my knees
With eyes on the ground...
As tears roll down
Like autumn leaves
Forgotten...
Not daring to make a sound...                                        
Confusion, Pain, and sorrow
Seem to always surround
This feelings of affection I try to hide...
Though in this Search of life they seem to be All I can find...
Life has shown it's way of delivering...
Sometimes best lessons are only through pain to find...!!!



it's late at night
but just could'nt stop myself frm posting it...
written something almost after an year...
just thinking of posting some of my other stuffs also
may be sometime sooner...:)